School is not going so well. I'm having issues with classes and with people. I am also really getting depressed about issues. I am one to do energy work but can't do daily or so rituals. I'm trying to focus on school but keep getting distractions. Its really getting hard. Bills are coming in again and I just need my teeth fixed. I don't want doctors bills unless I go to medicaid. Yet I need to move out first. Mom has a big deal with her daughter having a reputation of getting assistance. I can't afford the bills. I can't afford doctors. So either no doctors and bad health/ good doctors and better health. I can deal. No one needs to know.

Right now I'm trying to do my best. Next weekend I am doing the ren faire in pa and so I'll get away. Plus thats part of me. I can go do what I love. Can't wait. Tomorrow I am going to ren club at school or just go to the bar after for some food and relax time. I like the bar cuz I can socialize and I don't have to drink. Then the 19th, I will go to a group ritual with two friends. They haven't seen one yet. I am glad. So I'd best study.

Write some encouragement or something I can do spiritually to help