Just letting you all know I am on the new covenspace as medieval_magic. I'll post the link soon.

school is just almost over for this semester. in a year I will graduate finally. My grades are really great even with all the issues this semester. My boyfriend and I are still together and talking about when we get married. I'm taking it slow. We can't afford it now. I'm glad that it is going well.

family issues keep arising. I'm keeping myself balanced. trying to. its hard having this fall apart once i go home for the holiday.

job wise there is some applications out. I have an interview about a job at faire from June to halloween of next year. At a pagan shop. How perfect. :)

I wish you all a blessed thanksgiving. I'm so thankful to have these blog sites for help and guidence.

MM! I am excited things are starting to go my way. School is getting busy. I'm busting my butt now with papers to do. I look forward to them but still eek. I have three weekends left of faire. This weekend I am doing a paper but going sunday to help a friend get her garb (all of it). I am walking around in gypsy garb to try to point out that I'm not acting that day. Try. I'll still play around but for fun.

My boyfriend and I are going to be together 3 months tomorrow. WOW! :) I'm excited. I love him and I feel this complete feeling. Comfy and he's acceptable of who I am. I met his parents last weekend when I worked the weekend at faire. They love me and I'm glad. Tough cuz of the small distance but we are worth it.

Paranormal things are happening that I might be helping with. I think it will be difficult for things but I'm ready to use my gifts when needed.

Other than that. I'm just balancing myself and feeling the season different. my spirit animals are around. I notice i am in full strength with my energy. I think its the season. and they are helping me along some tasks. I dont feel afraid of them. all is well

i hope u all have a blessed weekend

My life is now becoming blessed.

My school work is starting to get balanced. Many papers but I'm finding time to do them. I decided to drop school things when needed. I love the events but I really want to buckle down.

Faire was amazing. I am now part of the pt cast that has a lil more indepency to come and go when needed. I worked there last saturday and it was amazing. That environment is great. The people of course great. I also now have a boyfriend since then. He is in the Irish musketeer group. I met him in June at my last faire and liked him in secret. Got to know him and we found out we match so well.  I look at him and my heart feels whole. I like it. I'm falling and I'm not afraid.

I got sick since then tho. Viral infection that made my asthma worse. He has been the watchful bf. (EMT). I missed a mabon ritual last night. I was sad about it, but knew the group would want me well. I hope to go to Samhain. All depends on what party is that night. I'd rather go to the ritual. lol.

Some things are still hard but I know that I can get through the tasks at hand and I know Sean (the boyfriend) will be there. I want to work on keeping our relationship strong and lasting.

Have a blessed Mabon!

School is not going so well. I'm having issues with classes and with people. I am also really getting depressed about issues. I am one to do energy work but can't do daily or so rituals. I'm trying to focus on school but keep getting distractions. Its really getting hard. Bills are coming in again and I just need my teeth fixed. I don't want doctors bills unless I go to medicaid. Yet I need to move out first. Mom has a big deal with her daughter having a reputation of getting assistance. I can't afford the bills. I can't afford doctors. So either no doctors and bad health/ good doctors and better health. I can deal. No one needs to know.

Right now I'm trying to do my best. Next weekend I am doing the ren faire in pa and so I'll get away. Plus thats part of me. I can go do what I love. Can't wait. Tomorrow I am going to ren club at school or just go to the bar after for some food and relax time. I like the bar cuz I can socialize and I don't have to drink. Then the 19th, I will go to a group ritual with two friends. They haven't seen one yet. I am glad. So I'd best study.

Write some encouragement or something I can do spiritually to help

I talked to my room-mate. All is better. I set down what I needed to say and we 'made up' as friends. So I am glad. I will do a cleansing ritual as much as needed to keep the room positive. It is minus the sage insence and real candles. I have used my energy and 4 elements in the quarters. Electric candles work but i miss fire. 

I am glad that all is going well. I'm wanting to focus on school so much right now. I want to get honors or at least get the 3.0 for a semester. I think I could do it. :)