I moved in last night. I love the dorm. It is a new building of suite style dorms. It is so awesome! The only problem is my room mate whom I have had serious issues with. My suitemate is my old room mate. I am staying because of her. If some thing happens the girl needs to move. there is still spots open for her to get into. I am hoping she does. I really do. I cleansed my room today. I will continue to do what I can to keep it positive. I won't go anywhere.
I really care about college. I am staying away from people who don't treat me right. Make new friends and have others who did keep in touch this summer and do care.
It is different being 5 years older or less than the others. Most of them are 19 to 21. most are people who call themselves witches but don't follow by it. or do and it turns out bad.
I need a change. Three semesters left. I am glad and It will be great
Greetings! So I've been planning my college altar. Since my family and my suitemates are all okay with my religion I am going to get an altar for school. Its most likely gonna be a moving one. so that if people come I can put in a drawer. I have electric candles, wooden and clay figures, irish things, my mug for water. I need to figure out what else I could put up. I have been plain so that i could easily hide things. I was thinking of herbs and cauldron? What is everyones thoughts? Just remember dorms so no flaming things.
I've had such a busy couple weeks. I work so much and then have a college course. So balancing is sometimes hard. I had a blessed holiday.
A shop in Bethlehem holds public rituals on holidays sponsored by the CUUPS group that I am in. I finally was able to attend. I am used to solitary but I've been searching for a coven.
It was wow. I felt at home with these people. Then the ritual began. I felt it. I felt the energy. I felt at peace. I felt perfect. They had a talk about what the holiday is and turned the wheel. Which turned into the raising energy. They put on irish dance music. My two friends from cuups got me to dance. I was nervous to do it. the High priest was impressed. Then we called down. 2 did a small ritual thing. Then the energy let go. This is what I needed. I have had so much pain and anger. I felt it go from my head down and escape. I have been more peaceful and happy since then. After we closed, I stayed and talked with people. They were so accepting with me. I loved it. I am wanting to take classes at the shop and possibly join the coven that I met. I felt so right there. No sucking energy like I've experienced. Nothing but positive.
I see that Tom and I have a connection that I've never had with anyone romantically. Well, we connect energy wise and through astral projection. It was really powerful. I've never experienced it that good before (the movement to there). Then I went into his dreams with his permission. Everything we saw lined up. The second day, I took him to Ireland. In his vision he saw Moore Hotel, it is a hotel in County Cork. What is even more moving is that his family is from Cork. I am floored. He is hoping to be able to get home in 2 weeks for a weekend. It is going to be hard to have him leave again but i'm so comfortable, even talking on the phone. Its too good. We also were talking about when he gets deployed to alaska. I will hopefully graduate next august or december, and if we are still really good, I will be moving in with him up in Alaska until he is done with his tour or til I need to move home (mostly for family reasons). We has so much we want to do together and I'm excited about it all. I can't wait to see him.
So these last couple days have flown by. My relationship with Tom the army guy has grown dramatically. Spiritually we are so in sinc. He and I connect energy wise and in our dreams. It is amazing and very serious. so finally I have found a man who will treat me right. I don't care about the army and 3 yr deployment (but to alaska for now). It will be worth it though. I have a strong feeling about him. He wants to take me to some haunted and historic areas around our area so this should be interesting. just no jails or hospitals. gaaaah. my last experience and the jail in dublin was really really horrible.
i am tried to work on my energy balance and keeping stress free. all these injuries and bills are catching up. my teeth are the last thing to be fixed. i dont even care about my yearly or stomach. doctors never did enough for me. and they r too expensive. I'm done. i'm trying to learn herbal ways of cleansing. any advice message me.
